Wednesday, September 15, 2010

My name is Maddie

Dear World,

Hi, my name is Maddie.  I love Jesus and the stripes on racoons. I think glassy rocks or cool and I'm scared of fish and Disneyland rides. I like to go to the grocerie store and spin around and around in the fruit section and watch the colors go wizzing bye. I think lensless glasses are amazing and if you want to be my favorite person in the whole wide world, send me a letter. 

I'm usually very seriuos, but when in the company of friends and my sambica awesome people, I'm very silly and weird. I like making people laugh, even though I'm not that funny. I'm terrible at keeping a straight face in a staring contest, but I'll kill you in a laughing contest.

I'll die for my family, under any circumstances. I don't get along well with my sisters, even though i love them very much. At the end of the day, we each have each other. I love my older sister, Kayla, to the end of the world. She's the greatest roll model in the world. My little sister Sydni is pretty cool too. I enjoy watching her grow up, and I'm excited to see what she'll end up being in life. My Mommy is incredible and can do anything. God adds hours to the day for her. She's amazing. I love her!

My friends are everything to me. I want to fill as much of my time and life with being with them. If one of my friends are hurting, I drop everything for them. If there is a person in particular who purposefully hurt them, then I will do everything i can to make their life hell. I love to give advice and be a witness for Jesus and help my friends in their own Christian lives, but I can't deal well with my own personal conflicts and problems. But that's where my friends come in. They are the best. They help me so much by showing me what's going on in their lives and what they did about it.


My mentors mean most to me. (apart from family) After all, they're the ones who have helped and are helping me most in everything i'm dealing with. Of course, I turn to them first. None of them actually know each other. Over the course of the past 3 years, I've acquired about 5 mentors. 7 years if you're counting one in particularly who's been with me since I was 8. All of them help in things only the one ever could. I love them the most.


I'm obsessed with bubblegum and have at least 3 packs in my room at a time. You can never find me without it. My life revolves around music. I've been playing the piano for 9 years and the guitar for 2 days. I'm playing guitar and singing on the youth worship team. I write, play, sing, and arrange music. It's my favorite thing.


I can't say enough that I love Jesus! I'm not concerned with all the little nick-nacky things of the religion, I only live my life for Jesus and love unconditionally and act as a witness for Him. I'd rather be talking about God and our Christian lives with a friend, or anyone, than anything else. Nothing makes me more happy than to think that there is one person who will always love me no matter what I do... Jesus!


I'm truly terrified of one thing and it's the un-knowing of what is coming and what is going to happen. The panicked state your in when you're fearful for yourself, family, friends.. the unknown. I'm terrified of that feeling. Second to that is the thought of living forever when I go to Heaven. I'm truly terrified of living forever and ever, but I love God, and I trust Him, so, doesn't that mean that He'll take care of me and I have nothing to fear? Doesn't matter, I'm still terrified.


That's me. Who're you?


In Him,
Maddie

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